Rebound by Silent Sanctuary

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I can see her lips moving. I know she's speaking to me, showing me her sweetest smiles in between the words I knew were bitter. I can feel her voice resound like a gentle caress to comfort me. But I knew it was the contrary. The calmness of her face pierced through me. It tore into my inner senses and even if I don't hear the words, I already knew what it was. I wanted to silence the deafening noise that echoes the chaos in my soul, the screams threatening to burst.

Oh kay bilis naman magsawa ng puso mo,
Ganyan ka ba talaga bigla na lang naglalaho ,
Para bang walang nangyari di mo man lang sinabi .

Her words spat to me like molten iron, burning, scouring, consuming my heart in hot flames. I am suffocating in my dream. Yes, this is but just a dream, this can never be a reality. Everything in front of me is just a vision that can never be real. Yes, I'll just close my eyes and wait 'till the morning dawns. I'm just asleep in my room and tomorrow, I'll still be seeing Valerie.

Lonely_by_klondesign

Sana'y hindi na lang pinilit pa,
Wala ring patutunguhan kahit sabihin ko pang mahal kita.

Nalulungkot,nayayamot,nagmumukmok
Hindi ko pa yata kaya pang labanan ang damdamin ko.


"I'm breaking up ... I know this is unfair to you, but you already know that I still love him ... I still do. I'm sorry when I thought I was in love with you. It turned out, I was wrong. I never moved on."


Nakakainis talaga nagmukha tuloy akong tanga,
Pinaasa mo kasi puso ko ngayon tuloy lumuluha,
Dahil iniwan mo kong mag-isa limang araw lang ay ba-bye na.



I heard the voice. That sweet, soft voice concealing the sourness of her words. I opened my eyes and Valerie is still standing before me. I can still smell the cotton candies that I shared with her. The pang of the sultry wind bites in my flesh. I am awake. Too wide awake to realize the fantasy I've been living on all these time. Valerie loves me - but everything was just a lie. MY Lie. The deceptions I made myself believe ... are now revealing themselves to my own shame.

Alone__by_ticketonheavens


Sana'y hindi na lang pinilit pa,
Wala ring patutunguhan kahit sabihin ko pang mahal kita,
Nalulungkot,nayayamot,nagmumukmok,
Hindi ko pa yata kaya pang labanan ang damdamin ko.


I love Valerie, she was the infatuation that first mustered upon me. It broke my heart when she fell in love not with the one who looked upon her like a queen, but with someone who trampled her heart like trash. And I knew, she never loved me back ... I just made myself believe that she does.

Rebound mo lang pla ako. . .

I was just the shelter when it rained. The best friend she'd run into when tears threaten to fall. I was just someone cleaning up someone else's mess. And it tears my heart into the pieces I forced to make whole.

Sana'y hindi na lang pinilit pa,
Wala ring patutunguhan kahit sabihin ko pang mahal kita...
Nalulungkot,nayayamot,nagmumukmok,
Hindi ko pa yata kaya pang labanan ang damdamin ko..


I see her walk away from me, further away and I'll never know if I'll see her again. I'll never know if the feelings will still remain the same. This heart died once, and now it has to die again. She asked me to stop loving her, she never knew she was also asking me to stop breathing, to stop living for her.


Alone_in_the_rain_by_p0lka_d0t


Sana'y hindi na lang pinilit pa,

Wala ring patutunguhan kahit sabihin ko pang mahal kita...

I closed my eyes, too torn to see her walking away. I used to live on loving her even when I knew she cannot love me back. I'll set her free, but my heart shall still remain in her captivity.

I never lost her ... Because I've never had her.

I know. That's because I can never lose what's never been mine.



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So_cold___by_pyromaniac A/N: Credit me and link this site if you'd like to copy/paste this stuff. Constructive criticisms are welcome. This is a song fiction based on Rebound, as popularized by the band, Silent Sanctuary. Credit goes to them as well.





Disclaimer: This is my original literature. Characters and events are purely fictional and coincidental with real-life individuals. If you still doubt, then you are a victim of paranoia. ~(O_o)v

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